solace in song.

I watched the proverbial sunrise

coming up over the pacific and

I think I might be losing my mind

but I will shy away from the specifics

cause I don't want you to know where I am

cause then you'll see my heart

in the saddest state it's ever been

this is no place to try and live my life

stop right there, it's exactly where I lost it

see that line, well, I never should have crossed it

stop right there, I never should have said that

it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change

I'm ready to be sure that I never become that way again

because who I am hates who I've been

who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely no one

couldn't keep to myself enough

and the things bottled up inside have begun to create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up

and I heard the reverberating footsteps

syncing up to the beating of my heart

and I was positive that, unless,

I got myself together, I'd watch me fall apart

and I can't let that happen again

cause then you'll see my heart

in the saddest state it's ever been

and this is no place to try and live my life.

I'm sorry for the person I became

I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change

I'm ready to be sure that I never become that way again

cause who I am hates who I've been

who I am hates who I've been

-//relient k